drown in tears

I still remember the night when I saw you laying by the sea next to the swing that now you love so much.
You cry loudly, when I'm not around, so I can hear you. I hate to hear you crying but I can't help it. Where I am I can hear you as you were beside me. I don't wish you here, I miss you though.
Your tears drow me where flames get too high, where I can't stop to hear you cry, it's killing what now can't be killed.
You switch the sea for the swing to curse forever over me.